Indebted to love you...

Starting recently my life has been going through changes, my whole outlook towards life has indeed changed and I must confess I have never been more content and thankful for every day, every night, every passing moment in this world. I can finally say with great and unshakable confidence that I have now got onto the road that will see me get to my life's purpose, my raison d'etre so to speak.
This does not however mean that am free of challenges, of downs, free of trials as I'd like to call them. In fact am now in even greater conflict with them than ever before, the urge to give in to my desires, my selfishness, my ego and self-centered living is greater and more powerful than ever before! Not a moment goes past when am not tempted to look away from Jesus Christ and worship my own self. It is a difficult challenge, giving up your own interests in favor of another's but it is one that by the Grace of God am looking towards and seeking to practice at every opportunity regardless of the conflict of my weak flesh. I see these trials now more clearly as opportunities of growth, that will leave me ultimately in a better position to express Christ, and be more like Him. These opportunities will mature me as a Christian, as a follower of Christ and a better instrument of God. I strongly believe that with Christ inside me, I have been empowered, made more than capable to handle all trials that come to my path as I walk this journey of life on earth as God himself declares he will not give me a trial I cannot overcome.
Last night was a clear example for me of my relentless struggles. As we watched a game of basketball with the lads, my old self seemed to come back to the fore and I cld have gone on with it and lost the battle. It is in such moments that I am grateful to God for surrounding me with a lovely bunch of family and friends with whom I take this journey, people who I can rely on for support and guidance through it all. So here is to love, here is selflessness, here is to knowing Jesus Christ, to completion of life and the real joy of living. @DekendeLiving #ProjectDekende

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