green illusion

"you have enslaved me, enslaved me to thoughts of you, debilitating thoughts. I cannot live with my mind this awake to you, it is infected, utterly intoxicated" " I cannot put a leash on these feelings, like a wild animal, I could only get myself hurt trying to. I have got to let it live, let it be" "the stains of my tears and the cracks on my heart will always remind me of her, keep the memories of her alive. There is no such thing as invincibility with love ....you get hurt whether in it or out of it...but they tell me that is life, it is complicated they say"

Oh men, it has been ages since I last posted anything....(gasps), c'est terrible! I guess it is my affair with twitter and a couple of other affairs that are to blame for my no show. Twitter sucks up my every thought almost immediately they spring up so I have practically no chance to let them cook into some sort of blog post. If I were a professional blogger then am pretty certain that I would be on the streets now begging for my next meal. I hope, I hope that soon I shall find relief and ending to this unending drought. Maybe I shall have to put aside my twitter affair for a while so to find rebirth!